My first crushes

by kdg1991 | created - 07 Jan 2015 | updated - 08 Jan 2015 | Public

From age 7 to freshman year of college… I entered a period of sexual anxiety rooted in a lot of issues, led to a lot of sexual confusion. Comes and goes, still, but this was during my pubescent years when I followed my body's desires.

Not in order, except for Kate Winslet at 7, back in 1998.

Not counting Misty from Pokemon or Reggie from Rocket Power, as they were animated and I cannot pin their actresses to this list as they may not be attractive in real life.

1. Kate Winslet

Actress | Titanic

Ask Kate Winslet what she likes about any of her characters, and the word "ballsy" is bound to pop up at least once. The British actress has made a point of eschewing straightforward pretty-girl parts in favor of more devilish damsels; as a result, she's built an eclectic resume that runs the gamut...

I suddenly became infatuated with her as Rose from Titanic. First time I ever felt something for a celebrity.

2. Natalie Portman

Actress | Black Swan

Natalie Portman is the first person born in the 1980s to have won the Academy Award for Best Actress (for Black Swan (2010)).

Natalie was born Natalie Hershlag on June 9, 1981, in Jerusalem, Israel. She is the only child of Avner Hershlag, an Israeli-born doctor, and Shelley Stevens, an ...

Phantom Menace came out in 99, and I remember looking through a friend's in depth book about the movie's production, and I just saw her profile that said she was in her late teens and I wanted her to stop aging til I caught up with her.

3. Lindsay Felton

Actress | Anna's Dream

Lindsay Felton was born in Seattle, Washington in 1984. By the age of 3, she was working, by doing print ads and commercials for local television. At the age of 8, she was cast, out of Seattle, to be on an ABC sitcom called Thunder Alley (1994). When the show was picked up for a second season, ...

Saw her blow a bubble with her gum in Caitlin's Way and I just thought she looked so cute doing it, and I was hooked on her.

4. Alexa PenaVega

Actress | Spy Kids 2: Island of Lost Dreams

Alexa Ellesse PenaVega was born Alexa Ellesse Vega on August 27, 1988 in Ocala, Florida and raised in Los Angeles, California to Gina Denise Rue, a former model & Baruch Jairo Vega, a photographer. She is known for her role as Carmen Cortez in the Spy Kids series and Shilo Wallace in the film Repo!...

Part 1: Age 11, Summer of 2002. Suddenly felt a spark of jealousy when she danced with another guy in Spy Kids 2.

Part 2: Age 13, Spring of 2004. Saw her host a show prior to the Nickelodeon Kid's Choice Awards. I started to make fun of her and I began to have feelings for her and had a big, big crush on her for over a year.

5. Emma Watson

Actress | The Perks of Being a Wallflower

Emma Charlotte Duerre Watson was born in Paris, France, to British parents, Jacqueline Luesby and Chris Watson, both lawyers. She moved to Oxfordshire when she was five, where she attended the Dragon School. From the age of six, Emma knew that she wanted to be an actress and, for a number of years,...

Part 1: Age 11, Fall/Winter 2002. Had a dream of her kissing Harry in Chamber of Secrets and started to think romantically of her, as much as an eleven year old could.

Part 2: Age 14, Fall 2005. Saw her give Harry a kiss in Goblet of Fire. Throughout the movie, I'd been noticing how hot she became, as I was in the starting points of puberty, and when I saw her give that kiss, I saw a girl who was beautiful and was capable of expressing affection, and I thought: Hey, I want that! I ended up falling hopelessly in love with her all throughout high school, and felt as though I were cheating on her if I thought of going to another girl. Sad, I know.

Feelings for her will always remain. I still have dreams about her. Most notably one last summer (2014) that involved a kiss, and all the possible romantic and sexual feelings I felt I was missing out on were there.

6. Kirsten Dunst

Actress | Spider-Man

Kirsten Caroline Dunst is an American actress, who also holds German citizenship. She was born on April 30, 1982 in Point Pleasant, New Jersey, to parents Inez (née Rupprecht), who owned an art gallery, and Klaus Dunst, a medical services executive. She has a younger brother named Christian Dunst, ...

Spider-Man

7. Liv Tyler

Actress | Armageddon

Liv Tyler is an actress of international renown and has been a familiar face on our screens for over two decades and counting. She began modelling at the age of fourteen before pursuing a career in acting. After making her film debut in Bruce Beresford's Silent Fall, she was cast by fledgling ...

Lord of the Rings

8. Keira Knightley

Actress | Pirates of the Caribbean: The Curse of the Black Pearl

Keira Christina Knightley was born March 26, 1985 in the South West Greater London suburb of Richmond. She is the daughter of actor Will Knightley and actress turned playwright Sharman Macdonald. An older brother, Caleb Knightley, was born in 1979. Her father is English, while her Scottish-born ...

Pirates of the Caribbean

9. Anne Hathaway

Actress | Les Misérables

Anne Jacqueline Hathaway was born in Brooklyn, New York, to Kate McCauley Hathaway, an actress, and Gerald T. Hathaway, a lawyer, both originally from Philadelphia. She is of mostly Irish descent, along with English, German, and French. Her first major role came in the short-lived television series ...

10. Hannah Taylor Gordon

Actress | Mansfield Park

Hannah Taylor Gordon was born on March 6, 1987 in London, England, UK. She is an actress and casting director, known for Mansfield Park (1999), Anne Frank: The Whole Story (2001) and Four Weddings and a Funeral (1994).

Anne Frank miniseries while studying the Holocaust in middle school.

11. Laura Prepon

Actress | Orange Is the New Black

Laura Helene Prepon was born on March 7, 1980, in Watchung, New Jersey. She is the daughter of Marjorie (Coll) and Michael Prepon. Her father died in 1993, when she was 13 years old. Laura is the youngest of five children--she has a brother named Brad and three sisters: Danielle, Jocelyn, and ...

12. Mila Kunis

Actress | Black Swan

Milena Markovna "Mila" Kunis is a Ukrainian-American actress born to a Jewish family in Chernivtsi, Ukraine.

Her mother, Elvira, is a physics teacher, her father, Mark Kunis, is a mechanical engineer, and she has an older brother named Michael. Her family moved to Los Angeles, California, in 1991. ...

13. Amy Adams

Actress | Arrival

Amy Lou Adams was born in Vicenza, Veneto, Italy, to American parents, Kathryn (Hicken) and Richard Kent Adams, a U.S. serviceman who was stationed at Caserma Ederle in Italy at the time. She was raised in a Mormon family of seven children in Castle Rock, Colorado, and has English, as well as ...



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